NOVEMBER 2023
WEDNESDAY NOVEMBER 15 809A
HOW MUCH OF MY
CONTROL?
DECISIONS AND OTHERS. LATE-
DICTATED BY DESIRE
TO BE
2 CONTROL
HAVE NO SENSE OF ITS DEGREE
NOTICED IT STRONGLY IN REALMS OF SPATIAL TIDYING,
EVEN INTENTION?
DOES CONTROL (POWER?)
LATELY,
SETTING THE CABLE.
GET TO ME WHEN I FEEL
THINK
HAVE WANTED
ORGANIZATION (OR LIVE NOT HAVE
DO
SITUATION? POWER IN THIS SENSE?
AWARENESS, ON TIME. AWARENESS OF NOT ONLY
THE
SENSE OF CONTROL, OR
JUST
ALSO
" CONTROL IS MAYBE THE PRESENT MOMENT ITSELF
PRESENT, AND FUTURE. NOT TO CONTROL
AGENCY WITHIN ITS INEVITABILITY
THEM I TIME,
BECAUSE I FEEL POWERLESS
OVER THE FORCED
THIS OF TASTES REGARD
AM
MORE FASCINATED
THAN
THAT
TIME?
LIFE AND FORCES
ONTO US THE PRESENT MOMENT
OR FUTURE.
FOR
TIME HAS
CIRCUMSTANCE
TIME WITHOUT ONE MODE
ACCEPT AT ALL
PREOCCUPIED BY THE IDEA
OUR PERCEPTION OF IT
MORE
OPTION
NO CHOICE BUT TO
ANY GIVEN MOMENT.
LATELY
THAT TIME,
THE PRESENT,
A PROCESS AND ITSELF EXISTS ONLY IN REFERENCE
TO ITSELF (OUR NOTIONS OF
PAST, PRESENT, AND FUTURE ARE DEFINED BASED ON
THEIR OWN
POSITIONS IN TIME);
YET, THE PRESENT FEELS BLURRY,
THE PRESENT TIME.
IT IS THE ONLY WAY WE CAN KNOW AND PERCEIVE TIME.
A MOMENT,
BUT,
A PROCESS? HOW
TO
DEFINE TERMS
THE DURATION
OTHER
THAN
THE
FUTURE?
DOES
THE PRESENT
HAVE
DOES
して
THE PRESENT
EXIST
OF OUTSIDE
OUR
PERCEPTION
THE PRESENT, SPACE / PLACE
INSTANT LOCATION?
OF IT?
OR
DEFINE IT POSITION IT
BETWEEN TIME AND SPACE? A PLACE?
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CONTROL?
DECISIONS AND OTHERS. LATE-
DICTATED BY DESIRE
TO BE
2 CONTROL
HAVE NO SENSE OF ITS DEGREE
NOTICED IT STRONGLY IN REALMS OF SPATIAL TIDYING,
EVEN INTENTION?
DOES CONTROL (POWER?)
LATELY,
SETTING THE CABLE.
GET TO ME WHEN I FEEL
THINK
HAVE WANTED
ORGANIZATION (OR LIVE NOT HAVE
DO
SITUATION? POWER IN THIS SENSE?
AWARENESS, ON TIME. AWARENESS OF NOT ONLY
THE
SENSE OF CONTROL, OR
JUST
ALSO
" CONTROL IS MAYBE THE PRESENT MOMENT ITSELF
PRESENT, AND FUTURE. NOT TO CONTROL
AGENCY WITHIN ITS INEVITABILITY
THEM I TIME,
BECAUSE I FEEL POWERLESS
OVER THE FORCED
THIS OF TASTES REGARD
AM
MORE FASCINATED
THAN
THAT
TIME?
LIFE AND FORCES
ONTO US THE PRESENT MOMENT
OR FUTURE.
FOR
TIME HAS
CIRCUMSTANCE
TIME WITHOUT ONE MODE
ACCEPT AT ALL
PREOCCUPIED BY THE IDEA
OUR PERCEPTION OF IT
MORE
OPTION
NO CHOICE BUT TO
ANY GIVEN MOMENT.
LATELY
THAT TIME,
THE PRESENT,
A PROCESS AND ITSELF EXISTS ONLY IN REFERENCE
TO ITSELF (OUR NOTIONS OF
PAST, PRESENT, AND FUTURE ARE DEFINED BASED ON
THEIR OWN
POSITIONS IN TIME);
YET, THE PRESENT FEELS BLURRY,
THE PRESENT TIME.
IT IS THE ONLY WAY WE CAN KNOW AND PERCEIVE TIME.
A MOMENT,
BUT,
A PROCESS? HOW
TO
DEFINE TERMS
THE DURATION
OTHER
THAN
THE
FUTURE?
DOES
THE PRESENT
HAVE
DOES
して
THE PRESENT
EXIST
OF OUTSIDE
OUR
PERCEPTION
THE PRESENT, SPACE / PLACE
INSTANT LOCATION?
OF IT?
OR
DEFINE IT POSITION IT
BETWEEN TIME AND SPACE? A PLACE?
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MONDAY NOVEMBER 13 929P
ANY GIVEN SITUATION, EACH INDIVIDUAL THEMSELF
ONE QUESTION: IS
AN ACCURATE REFLECTION
WHAT
IS UNCONSCIOUSLY
SENSING (SEEING, HEARING, ETC)
REALITY?
MENTAL
MODEL
OF REALITY,
WE DECIDE A
GOOD
REALITY
INDIVIDUAL
EACH PERCEIVED
OR BAD, RIGHT OR WRONG, AND ASSESS
AS IF
THE PRESENTED INFORMATION IS RELEVANT
OR NOT, IF WE NEED IT,
PROGRESSIVELY WORSE
WHAT OUR NEEDS ARE INDIVIDUALLY
AND A SOCIETY. WE ARE INCREASINGLY
WE "NEED," SO MUCH SO
AS
DATED BY THINGS, IDEAS, PROCESSES THAT
THE
DEFINITION OF "NEED" / NECESSITY HAS BEEN SUBVERSED, AND
BETWEEN NEED AND LOST, DETACHED
FROM
WHAT
IT
HUMANS
IS
AT
WANT
WE ARE
WHAT IT MEANS TO BE HUMAN,
MEANS TO SURVIVE
AS ALL TIME LOW, AS
BIOLOGICAL IMPULSES WE HAVE AND
WE ARE SO ESTRANGED FROM TANGIBLE RULES / GUIDEBOOKS THAT
DECISIONS / CHOICES, OUR NEEDS, ARE NOT BASED IN REALTY
BUT IN
PRINCIPLE. WE ARE
THERE
NO COME
EXISTS
SO ESTRANGED FROM A NATURE
THAT UNIFIED CONCEPTION
OF HOW TO BE HUMAN / WHAT IT MEANS TO BE HUMAN;
RATHER,
INDIVIDUAL MAKES UP THE TIME SELF (AND PERHAPS
EACH
HE IS DIRECTLY INVOLVED WITH), EACH INDIVIDUAL EXISTS IN A DELUSION, A SINGULAR VIEW, A SELF-CONSTRICTED INFORMED, AND CERTIFIED MODEL OF EXISTENCE. WE ABSORB THE THINGS THAT COMPORT AND COMPLY
THIS MODEL
PURGE OR
FORGET
OR IGNORE THINGS
WITH
THAT
DON'T (TRAUMA, MEMORY...).
EVERYONE ARRIVES "HERE" (THE PRESENT) FROM A DIFFERENT WORLD WITH A DIFFERENT SET
OF CODES OF CONDUCT AND MORALITY SET OF ETHICS | MODES OF OPERATION / CUSTOMS
AND NORMS
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ONE QUESTION: IS
AN ACCURATE REFLECTION
WHAT
IS UNCONSCIOUSLY
SENSING (SEEING, HEARING, ETC)
REALITY?
MENTAL
MODEL
OF REALITY,
WE DECIDE A
GOOD
REALITY
INDIVIDUAL
EACH PERCEIVED
OR BAD, RIGHT OR WRONG, AND ASSESS
AS IF
THE PRESENTED INFORMATION IS RELEVANT
OR NOT, IF WE NEED IT,
PROGRESSIVELY WORSE
WHAT OUR NEEDS ARE INDIVIDUALLY
AND A SOCIETY. WE ARE INCREASINGLY
WE "NEED," SO MUCH SO
AS
DATED BY THINGS, IDEAS, PROCESSES THAT
THE
DEFINITION OF "NEED" / NECESSITY HAS BEEN SUBVERSED, AND
BETWEEN NEED AND LOST, DETACHED
FROM
WHAT
IT
HUMANS
IS
AT
WANT
WE ARE
WHAT IT MEANS TO BE HUMAN,
MEANS TO SURVIVE
AS ALL TIME LOW, AS
BIOLOGICAL IMPULSES WE HAVE AND
WE ARE SO ESTRANGED FROM TANGIBLE RULES / GUIDEBOOKS THAT
DECISIONS / CHOICES, OUR NEEDS, ARE NOT BASED IN REALTY
BUT IN
PRINCIPLE. WE ARE
THERE
NO COME
EXISTS
SO ESTRANGED FROM A NATURE
THAT UNIFIED CONCEPTION
OF HOW TO BE HUMAN / WHAT IT MEANS TO BE HUMAN;
RATHER,
INDIVIDUAL MAKES UP THE TIME SELF (AND PERHAPS
EACH
HE IS DIRECTLY INVOLVED WITH), EACH INDIVIDUAL EXISTS IN A DELUSION, A SINGULAR VIEW, A SELF-CONSTRICTED INFORMED, AND CERTIFIED MODEL OF EXISTENCE. WE ABSORB THE THINGS THAT COMPORT AND COMPLY
THIS MODEL
PURGE OR
FORGET
OR IGNORE THINGS
WITH
THAT
DON'T (TRAUMA, MEMORY...).
EVERYONE ARRIVES "HERE" (THE PRESENT) FROM A DIFFERENT WORLD WITH A DIFFERENT SET
OF CODES OF CONDUCT AND MORALITY SET OF ETHICS | MODES OF OPERATION / CUSTOMS
AND NORMS
