JUNE 2024

_{WEDNESDAY JUNE 26 652P}

TODAY I LEARNED: I DON’T CARE WHAT IS FACT AND WHAT IS FICTION, BECAUSE NOTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED BEFORE IS HAPPENING ANYMORE

DID YOU CLEAN BETWEEN THE TINES?

THESE DAYS, THEY NEVER END. I THINK AS IF I’M WRITING WHICH MEANS I’M IN FOR TROUBLE. I WALK PAST THE MAN, THE POET.
HOLD ME WHILE I TAKE MY FIRST ONE.
I THINK ABOUT HOW I WOULD WRITE ABOUT FEELING ABOUT SEEING HIM AGAIN INSTEAD OF ACTUALLY SEEING HIM AGAIN AND FEELING 
HOLD ME WHILE I TAKE MY FIRST ONE

I START THINKING ABOUT WHAT I MAY WANT FOR BREAKFAST IN THE MORNING. BUT I STOP MYSELF, I DO NOT WANT TO DENY THAT SELF THE PLEASURE OF DECIDING

TOMORROW I WILL LEARN: TO EXPECT MORE OF MYSELF THAN I DO OF OTHER PEOPLE

THE MOON IS STILL VISIBLE IN THE DAYLIGHT BLUE SKY SOME TIMES

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I KNOW IT’S TUESDAY BECAUSE THE CARS ARE PARKED ON THE RIGHT SIDE OF THE STREET.

I KNOW IT’S TUESDAY BECAUSE I CHANGED A MEETING FROM 12PM CST MONDAY TO 12PM CST TUESDAY (TODAY).

I KNOW IT’S TUESDAY BECAUSE YESTERDAY I CHANGED MY APPOINTMENT FROM 10AM EST THURSDAY TO 610PM EST TOMORROW (TUESDAY) (TODAY).

I KNOW IT’S SUMMER BECAUSE I WAKE UP AT 6AM AND THE SUN IS CASTING SHADOWS THROUGH MY WINDOW.

I KNOW I SLEPT WITH MY RIGHT SHOULDER CURLED  BECAUSE IT CREAKS WHEN I MOVE IT FRONT TO BACK TO FRONT AND IT WON’T STOP CREAKING NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I CIRCLE IT.

I KNOW IT WILL BE HOT TODAY BECAUSE IT’S BEFORE 9AM AND THE SUN IS ALREADY STRONG.

I KNOW IT’S BEFORE 9AM BECAUSE IT’S NOT TIME TO LEASH YOUR DOGS.

I KNOW I’M HUMAN BECAUSE I HEAR SOMEONE SAY THEY’RE GOING TO SHOWER AND MAKE BREAKFAST AND I’M GOING TO DO THE SAME. LAUNDRY FIRST.  

I KNOW SOMETHING IS IMPORTANT IF I DON’T NEED TO REPEAT IT IN MY HEAD IN ORDER TO REMEMBER IT. 

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_{SUNDAY JUNE 23 918P}

THE PASSAGE IS At Least Two Types of People, AND THAT’S WHEN I BEGAN TO CRY. I HEAR PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT THEIR CHILDREN AND I SEE CHILDREN ON MY WALK. I KNOW I’M UNSURE ABOUT MOST THINGS, EVEN THE SIMPLEST THINGS, AND I QUESTION AS IF I AM NEW BORN SEEING FOR THE FIRST TIME. BUT I LACK THE AWE AND WONDER OF NEW BORN, BECAUSE MY PERCEPTION IS SEASONED, REPETITIVE. FAMILIAR. FUTILE?

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IDEAS IN ISOLATION ARE STATIC.
NOTHING TO REVERBERATE OFF OF.
NO INPUT, NO OUTPUT. 
NO MOMENTUM.

SHARING AN IDEA PUTS IT INTO CIRCULATION, CLOSED LOOP --> OPEN LOOP.
IDEAS IN CIRCULATION WELCOME FEEDBACK, CRITICISM, REINFORCEMENT. CHANGE, GROWTH. MORPH, DISAPPEAR, REINCARNATE.

PUTTING SOME THING INTO THE WORLD IS PUTTING ENERGY INTO THE WORLD.

WE ARE ALWAYS PUTTING SOMETHING INTO THE WORLD.

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_{MONDAY JUNE 1}

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